plans

I am trying to figure out what I want to do when I grow up! STILL! I enjoy crafts and art and am going to college to major in history. But I am looking at all of these moms who are making a living making things out of their living room... I need to learn to sew. Sew... I think that I am going to give this craft sell thing a shot...

Dreams

Last night I had a dream that I went to Grandmoma's house. I got there-Johnny and his caregiver were sitting at the kitchen table and I started dinner for them. It wasn't just any dinner, it was a "grandmoma's dinner." She cooked soooo good. Then I looked in her freezer and there was still some frozen cake that she put in there. Johnny had just run out of sweet tea so I started making him some, and then I woke up. I wish I could have finished that dream.

I missed her funeral by a few hours. My plane didn't land until that evening and they had the funeral that morning. I am still hurt and pissed off about it. I know the truth. I just wish she could have met Autumn.

I remember coming over to her house to help her clean and stuff. She would cook us lunch and asked me to help make the cole slaw. Apparently I wasn't working fast enough. So, she took it from me and continued on... I miss her and I have for along time. I really feel that if I would have been there she wouldn't have passed away so soon.

I love you grandmoma.

RIP Grandmoma Helen Dec. 2010

weh- warning lots of whining-

ARG is sick... great. I have so much to get done but I just can't find the time. Today, I need some "mojo."

On another note: Something I hate about breast-feeding... It's not the fact that the world sees my goodies it that I am ALWAYS wet. My poor bed. I need some coffee but all I have is that damn tea bag folders crap.

Did I mention that.. well lets not start that now..

My goal this week is to find some time to crochet, I need it! Gotta love a happy hooker!

Now I am going to attempt to get a short nap in with ARG.

Here's to sweat pants and wet t-shirts!