Last night I had a dream that I went to Grandmoma's house. I got there-Johnny and his caregiver were sitting at the kitchen table and I started dinner for them. It wasn't just any dinner, it was a "grandmoma's dinner." She cooked soooo good. Then I looked in her freezer and there was still some frozen cake that she put in there. Johnny had just run out of sweet tea so I started making him some, and then I woke up. I wish I could have finished that dream.
I missed her funeral by a few hours. My plane didn't land until that evening and they had the funeral that morning. I am still hurt and pissed off about it. I know the truth. I just wish she could have met Autumn.
I remember coming over to her house to help her clean and stuff. She would cook us lunch and asked me to help make the cole slaw. Apparently I wasn't working fast enough. So, she took it from me and continued on... I miss her and I have for along time. I really feel that if I would have been there she wouldn't have passed away so soon.
I love you grandmoma.
RIP Grandmoma Helen Dec. 2010
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